1corinthians 13 4-7
Ok you know what? It ABSOLUTELY SUCKS being a teenage girl. I HATE HAVING CRUSHES. I know I've touched on this before (and how sad that within 4 entries I have to start repeating things but whatever) but it's REALLY HORRIBLY ANNOYING to not be able to focus on anything other than boys. Well, A BOY, not boys in general. A man really, wherein lies the problem. The guy I like is a real live MAN. like over 20 way out of my league older dude. So depressing. Horrors of Horrors, THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO TO AVOID HIM. Dern my church family. Not that I would particulary SEEK to avoid him, but it might help not having to see him every week AND it might help if he weren't so completely normal with me. I wish that guys that I know didn't like me would draw the line, you know? Like literally say to me "GO HOME LITTLE GIRL, I HEAR YOUR MOMMY CALLING" (and then proceed to give me a pat on the head for added effect). It would make it sooooooooo much easier to just KNOW from him that he can't stand me. But he CAN stand me, he's nice to me! AND I'M GOING NUTS. Oh well. I never was too good with guys. I never will be. No big surprise there. Alright, I'm done whining. I broke my glasses and my head hurts from squinting, so I think it's time to call it a day. :( only 5 days till school.... mar....